nachtjagger

you took up my heart made it whole you broke it down and threw it out i thought you could fill the empty space of wich my heart took place but all you placed was a bigger whole now all i think is left is the sight of me dead no one wants me here why should i stay i will take my life tonight leaving behind everyone and all i knew dont waste your tears on a empty souless body there is no reason for anyone to cry

as i thought i had something new it was gone just like that is it because im not like everyone maybe it is maybe it isn't i don't think that's the reason i think its because i deserve it i deserve a lot of things that haven't happen to me yet is it all guna happen just like that i love her she doesn't see that she avoids the fact of how much i do maybe i did something wrong what Kan i do to change it if only i could go into the past and undo what i have done wrong maybe then things would be different change all the wrongs i have done all the scars i have caused to my self the regrets i have are endless will they keep coming or will they stop

you treat me like every other girl did you told me you were different but your not i gave you my life my heart my soul and you took and crammed it in a blender i am nothing now i thought you were the one the one who loved me but everything was lie you never did love me

left alone as i walk this earth alone in the dark my body decays slowly from the inside out no one notices the pain as i shrivel into nothing but blood

its hard to stop crying when the one you love is gone the only thing you think is death is the only way out you tell her you need her back but she says with time but there has been a lot of time the only way to stop the pain is death death is the only one who can save me now death please come come fast and take this pain away im sick of all this pain my heart is in so death im giving you my soul my heart my life death take me now and take soon for the only thing to save me now is you